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For easy reference, I shall put it up on the front of my journal. Then I ll see it everyday and hence get them done asap (:

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Hope the list ll be a quick one before I sleep. Totally zombie mode already.
So here are all the stuff I wanted to do since secondary school, and I shall aim to do all of them before I enter university (:

- cycling/games/whatever-you-can-do at ECP More to Come Pls!
- overnight cycling More to Come Pls!
- cycling at pulau ubin
- chalets More to Come Pls!
- fly kite
- sentosa More to Come Pls!
- zoo
- night safari
- baking
- national museum I wanna go to the recent Mozart one!
- art museum
- prawning
- steamboats More to Come Pls!
- learn guitar
- learn new language (preferably korean)
- overseas trip with friends More to Come Pls!
- overseas trip with family
- kranji farms
- sleepovers More to Come Pls!
- play games at boardgame cafe
- hanabi buffet!
- food trail
- movie marathon
- beach getaway
- fishing
- kboxing More to Come Pls!
- Mahjong Chiong
- fort canning park for Picnic or what-so-ever
- outdoor movie screening (chijmes/nokia/nat.museum)
- watch a musical More to Come Pls!
- watch a concert and get high
- visit chinatown
- visit arab st, haji lane I have not eaten my middle eastern food yet! (and Blujazz Cafe too)
- visit little india
- visit geylang serai
- visit geylang and eat till i pok! More to Come Pls!
- visit joo chiat, katong, marine parade Did not do a thorough walk the previous time. Again Pls!
- visit holland v and eat all the nice stuff
- lao bei jing hi-tea buffet!
- diy ice cream :P
- diy cooking w stay-ins! More to Come Pls!
- 9km bridge connecting West Coast Park to Habourfront
- brunch at workplace
- visit science centre
- dempsey road: oosh
- one rochester park
- gillman village
- holland v: 2am desert bar, cold rock ice cream, tapas wine bistro, everything else!

On a sidenote, throat s feeling uncomfortable. Bad Sign :(

Moved.

Ask me for e link if you want to read it.

missed the 9am tutorial slot for f&a, the class which I maxed out my free chances.

its probably e most sian feeling ever. to wake up and realised you overslept for a particular class which you know you die also have to go, and worse, you missed the timing for both your class and the class after.

oh well. wth. i ve only myself to blame.

and yeahs, i really need to wake up my idea. thanks for sending me a SOS though.

on a brighter note, i can t wait for blk dee concert tonight (:

hope everybody s efforts pay off. hahas e mad rush for last min performances is hilarious. hehs but deep down we all know its worth it :DDD

yesterday was like a reality check all over again.

it always happen when I fill up application forms for academic related stuff.

Suddenly, the future looks so bleak :(

A friend commented that I was freaking hell different,
in terms of school of thought and stuff.

and I kinda wonder like now... explains alot for my odd-ity.

hahas, oh well. I really can t give a shit.

I shall be weird... and a pain in e ass. lols

Just when I thought my hell weeks were over, I received a bombshell. oh well, we can never really run away from work, can we?

Been coming to terms with that since I entered uni. Oh well, this is how life is.

Came back from a late supper and my stomach s doing somersaults. Wonder if it s the prata I ate jus now, or in the morning.

Hahas okayys im being random again.

Tomorrow will be an awesome day. cos' I think I'm pretty free (:

Okayys, Im going to bed now. Finally, after like the longest time ever.

Oh yeahs, to a particular person who poured your sorrows out to me a few hours ago (not that you will find this anyway), Cheerio! (: Have faith! Let s live life simple! Its tough, but just remember those who truly care. and everything becomes easy again (:

P.S. kudos to those who dropped me a msg of concern for my abnormal behaviour this morning. thanks alot (: and to minqi, hahas how s the dive? (: bet you had fun! jiayous w all e work! I can help too :D

P.S. to everybody/lovelies whom I haven t spoken to for the longest time, omgggggg Im sorry. As you all know, Im an emo kid cum Oddball.I ll make it up to you eventually! and yes, u can come talk to me first too. HAHAHAHAHAHA

(:

i don t know what s this emotion (s) im feeling now.

trapped in a turmoil. im easily happy and sad.

kinda confused now.

i wonder if this s part of growing up.

couldn t sleep last night. had insomnia once again. went for a run at six thirty am. i like doing this.

I can understand when dawn said about feeling challenged when she s with the usp kids.

this sounds odd but i feel really challenged and chuis in my gem class. funny, isn t it. i always thought gem classes were pretty slack. but this gem module totally proved me wrong.

presentations here are taken to a higher level and I ve seen presenters much better than the ones in business. the students in class re all lao jiaos and there s this professionalism in them when they start talking.

hahas, im kinda motivated actually after seeing them.

makes me wanna start reading again to improve my spoken english. the vocabulary they used is woahs. hahas huge words which I probably only used in writing.

coolios, i just found a role model today (:

I loveeee my lappie.

ahhhh. shit bored.

I wonder why I even bother to come to class. Its not like I ever do my tutorials. Im such a loser. Bahhhhhhhhhh.

Can t wait for the week to be over. I think I ll love my weekend, and the weeks to come.

Stop procrastinating. Do workkk, Workkk, WORKKKKKK.

kayys, I think I need to start catching up on my books already. Realised I have not touched them since mid-terms. And for those without MT, I never even touch them at all.

Goodness.

Anyways, Cheers to the random suppers and talks for e past few weeks. Would probably die without them. Some people are very nice indeed. Kudos to youuuu! Hohohohooo.

And yeahs, I need a Life!

Wooots.



P.S. Money fall from the sky pls. So I can return debts and buy more clothes. A trip to Topshop last night almost killed me. All the pretty clothes in e world! (:

Im becoming disgustingly horrible.

Im evolving into a real bitch.
Im getting on people's nerves. Im getting on my own too.

But this time round,
Im too tired to become good again. Let it be.

Let s rot together.

i can t believe im surviving on so little sleep.

hell w irregular sleepin cycles. sians.

feeling damn annoyed now. wanted to take a quick nap but ended up with insomnia again.

i need out,

now.

p.s. endure, its only 2 more chpts. arghhhh shall chiong one and do another one tml :(

i read something a while ago.

i think i did many wrong things...

i don t want to lose this. but it seems like everything s beyond salvation now.

:(

"really sometimes you feel like the ppl you are around everyone dont really know you!
and that sucks
hahaha"

"yeahs :("

"like ure close to them. but not exactly
yeahhh
i know"

"goshh head-on"

"sighs
in the midst of all the fun and laughter. you dont know if youare really having fun or not
then everytime i think of this, i get depressed
like
who on earth knows me
HAHAHAHA
right
sighssssss
its funny and sad"

hahas i love sze for that.

i think im kinda in a personal identity crisis. lols thank god for these people that im feelin okayys (:

wooooooooots! kudos (:

hahas now i find it very funny. lols

(:

supper cheered me up alot.
we talked about many things. things in life, ourselves etc.
and it really felt nice (:

probably cos' you find out more about yourself and the people around you.
then you realised at the end... we re all pretty much the same after all.
feels like we re little kids again.

(: thank you.

was still hesitating if i should stay in this weekend to study. but you guys kinda helped me make my decision (: and yeahs, the company really counts (:

breakfast is fun ((((:

like really.

probably the noisiest i ever had (:

woots!

go neopets, digimon, pokemon and all childhood loves!

even though i kinda hate myself for not sticking to my to-do for tonight (to read up inventory and finish up the tutorial), im proud of myself for not succumbing to the sleep bug and finishin through the chpt.

hehs. and guess what,

i played neopets for like almost an hour =.=

gosh. was surprised my acct still freaking exists. hahas i had fun.

no wonder i was addicted to it in my primary school years (:

fuck.

the shrieks make it fuckin worse.

:(

heard sexy isn t stayin anymore next yr :(((
mich s feeling blue. and im kinda too.
the exams, the pressure to do well... ughhhh crap :(

and things re pretty weird right now.

i really hope its just me being crazy and all. but it seems otherwise. oh goshh, help.
im not sure whether i ll survive it :x

ahhhhhhh. troubled thoughts aside.

go michhyyyy! (: and to e rest of e world who s strugglin w all e shit, jiayous! (:

looking forward to tml, wed, fri and sat (: wheeee!

oh well.

It kinda dawned on me today.

I wonder if im reading too much into things.

Hope im proven wrong, and that everything wrong becomes right again (:

~~~

'Ve been muggin out for e past few days. feels kinda nice catching up on my work and chilling out with friends. Wish it was like this everyday (:

Reading week was pretty eventful. Blk dee started playing sports in e wee hours of morning. I secretly think that level 5 girls have a secret talent in ping pong (with the exception of me, of cos). Hahas shall concentrate on learning basketball (: Lay-ups and shooting, here I come! :D

p.s. Hello simna (: I miss you. hehs I ve a confession to make! Even though I never reply your comments, I ve been secretly reading them in glee (: Thanks you!

To dawn, heys sexy. HAHAHAHAHAHA

I wonder if its more tiring living up to people s expectations or mine.